and now..

the moment we've been waiting for is here.

I'm starting to realize I have less and less control over the occurrences in my life. Day to day shit is becoming more and more of a hassle then it really has to be, and those held responsible will be escorted out in an orderly fashion. That, being one of the only things I have control over of course. Don't take it incorrectly either. I have plenty to be happy about. Paid Dues is this coming Saturday,(: I have a pretty set plan for my future. && A pair of twin sisters born
March 10th at 11:53pm. Khloe and Kayla. They're beautiful.

So please don't misinterpret this as anger,or any of that jazz. I'm justt STRESSED,the fuck outt. &&i have ZERo control over most of it. All I can and WILL,do is erase you catalyst of the bullshittt,and keep it pushin'. Put a smile on, take whats coming, and bid most of you mothaf*ckas adieu. &&for that i apologize. later daysssssss,"loved" ones.

" There's gon' be some stuff you gon' see
that's gon' make it hard to smile in the future.
But through whatever you see,
through all the rain and the pain,
you gotta keep your sense of humor.
You gotta be able to smile through all this bullshit.
Remember that."


S.L.- My 1st Song by Jay-Z from The Black Album (Top 10 rap albums ever. Say otherwise..i dare you.)

Paid Dues- 3 daysss!