holla if you got me,and..

Well,you know the rest..or..at least you should,(Still Fly-Drake)

Anyway!
I've been told I have the inability to gage my moods with how I speak to people. For that I apologize..no one should take their emotions out on others. But I don't understand what people want from you,sometimes. There's part of me that feels like me pretending to be happy,and putting up a facade as though I'm feeling nothing but joyous would be phoney on many levels. So when I'm upset,I'm upset. When I'm happy,I'm happy. Does that make me someone with mood swings,or do I just wear my emotions on my sleeve? I'm not sure but either way I can't phantom walking around on a regular basis with a smile on,when, that's not what I feel. Of course there are people whom,no matter what emotion you feel,they bring out the best in you,and you sway how you feel in order to not take anything out on them. But even then,you can't fully let go of emotions. Or, I can't. And that's not to say I'm a consistently irritable person. I'm typically a very happy. But when I'm not that way,don't expect,or be upset,when happy-happy-joy,joy Desmond,isn't available. Just deal with it. The same way I have to deal with whatever it may be what I'm struggling with. Its human fucking nature. Handle it accordingly kids.. Otherwise feel free to remove yourself. Some of you,I could care less. I need you the way Barak Obama needs another congratulations. The fuck outta here..

I honestly shouldn't complain,cause there's others that are apart of my existence,struggling more so,then me. So sorry if I sound slightly self centered or pompous.. Just getting some thoughts off my cranium.

But! On another note,I'm sleepy. Had an pretty chill day,aside from a few set backs. Slept in until 12:30. Watched Doug,season 1,on dvd,and baked cookies. Went to work,then came home. Now I'm handling a thing or two,making a phone call,(: and knocking outt. Wish everyone the best,with their evenings. SuperBowls tomorrow! Go Steelers. You'll see a blog about that,prior to,and shortly after the game. Sleep well,loved ones.
Night.


Coachella- 75 days
Paid Dues- 56 days
S.L.-
D'evils by Jay-Z from Reasonable Doubt
as well as!
Where I Wanna Be by Donnell Jones from ...Where I Wanna Be

oops..

I was consumed with a phone call,(:
so my apologies for the late post. not much to say.. Sleeping in tomorrow. We'll catch up when that's over.. Good way to end my night though,((:
Night,loved ones.


"But you? I think ya super,so much I had to pursue ya.."

Coachella-76
Paid Dues-57
S.L.-What I Got by Sublime from Sublime

so, as of 9am this morning,(:

if you were curious as to what i may be looking foward to..here:

FRIDAY APRIL 17: Paul McCartney, Morrissey, Franz Ferdinand, and The Ting Tings..

SATURDAY, APRIL 18: The Killers, Amy Winehouse, Atmosphere, and TRAV$DJ-AM,
SUNDAY, APRIL 19: The Cure, My Bloody Valentine, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Lupe Fiasco, Public Enemy, and the Clipse

a few people i wanted to be there wont be but all is well. there were a few surprises..

k, i had to get that off my chest. getting back to work now. talk to you all later loved ones..sometime tonite.

it's gonna be beautiful,chaos.

S.L.- And He Gets The Girl by Lupe Fiasco ..not sure where thats from,though.

music,and my day.

Alright so,I had an above averagely..average day. So that's not going to really be a part of this until the end. But,for now lets talk about what's been consuming my thoughts for about 3 weeks.

In exactly 58 days,on march 28th, the Paid Dues tour will commence,in San Bernidino! Same venue as Rock the Bells if any of you were there with me last year. Anyway,the line up was announced like..3 or 4 days ago. For those of you whom really know me,you'll know why I'm excited. This years gonna feature::

Its gonna be ridiculous.. Looking for people down to go so,write me,if you're willing.

THEN! There's....Coachella. Which is in exactly 77 days,on April 17th,18th,and 19th. The line up for that hasn't been announced has yet but some leaked artists have been Muse,Franz Ferdinand,Kings of Leon, and Daft Punk..!! That alone is enough. I don't give a damn who else is performing. The next 73 artists could all be signed to Disney Records.. I don't care. I'm going to be there. Camping. All three days. Music from 11am,until 12am every day/night. Its gonna be beautiful. Once again,if you're down to go,feel free to contact me. We can work out a group situation.

(Accompanying my suggested listening will now be a countdown of both Coachella and Paid Dues..uhh..yeah.)

So,my day was once again,nothing special. School,work,and home. No negative though! So,(:
For now I mustt,go! I bid you good day,loved ones. I have someone to call,((:
Night.


Paid Dues- 58 days.
Coachella- 77 days.
S.L.-
Crosshairs by DangerD00M from The Mouse and the Mask.
and!
Down & Out by KiD CuDi from A Kid Named Cudi.

post script.
I was supposed to be at a Wale and Blu&Exile concert right now,but whatever.. Couldn't make it. Lala,have fun! Get me a t-shirt dudeeee..

welcome,me.

Hiii,bloggers. If you're here,you probably know my names Desmond.. I've never had one of these before so,please bare with me. I want you all to know,everything you read here will be an honest extension of me,and nothing more. That's all I can offer. Also, do take note that for the most part,what you read is posted from my phone,so pardon the lack of technique..Just enjoy the substance.

I realize I'm a tad tardy,but happy 2009. Goodbye,08. I've lost some people I figured would always be here and its a tough reality to face...ya know,that..the people you you place on such high pedestals,will let you down without hesitating in the slightest. Those of whom I've lost though, are probably gone for the best in the long run. But,back to this year.. It should be a beautiful time. I'm optimistic about a few lovely recent occurances in my life. People as well,old and new, and I'm positive the best will come from all of these situations. (: This year is a fresh start and I intend to make the best of it. As for my blog, I'll try my best to have something written here everyday,cause why have one,if I'm not going to use it? I'm still feeling out how I want to do this though so, like I said earlier,please bare with me,and my writing style. As of now, we'll call it..Bi-polar, yet affective. So,goodnight.. We'll talk more tomorrow loved ones. Sleep well.


(At the bottom of all my blogs will be suggested listening. Suggested listening will be a section which I....suggest music,I think you'd enjoy. Most of the time,it'll be what's playing while I'm typing..and yes,there is always something playing. I don't move,without my ipod. So enjoy. I promise,I'd never steer you wrong. Sorry if our moods at the time don't match,but,you'll find the songs fitting,at some point. K,this is officially too long. Bye.)

S.L.-Starlight by Muse, from Black Holes and Revelations.