blaah..

"it's days like this that my breathing and & the rhythm of my heartbeat are the only audible thing i can begin to discern.."

mhm!

(sighh) ilyp

yeaaaaah,so..

today I,

1. Lost a hat.

2. Saw one of the best teachers I've ever encountered, get fired.

3. Had my brand new Ear Candy headphones broken.
&&
4. Found out i quite possibly won't be going to Coachella.

..in that order.

If these last two things don't work out today,this will officially be one of the worst days I've had in awhile. I'm sure tomorrow will be better though.

but on another note.

Slaughterhouse was just added to the line up for Paid Dues. For the few that care, thats Joell Ortiz, Royce Da 5'9'', Crooked I, and Joe Budden! Raw.. I'm excited.. More so then I am for Coachella at this point,but that could just be the bad day talking.

Anyway,

Coachella- 51 days. -_-

Paid Dues- 31 days.

oh! and DaM- 9 days. (:

S.L.- Que Sara by Wax Tailor from Tails of the Forgotten Melodies.

post script.

congrats,slumdog! 8 oscars..yiikes. wasn't THAT,good,but..okay..I'll go with it.

today.

woke up this morning, full of frustration and slight, hints of anger. A tad confused and a little bit hurt. But then I conversed with my..muse. haha Or my big little sister. She reminded me of somethings and now I'm back to, or at least on the path to a numbness. I want to care, and part of me does, but I can't. Distance and time are a bitch, but who has control over them? haaaaaa, no one. We'll see though. "I'm a little bit jaded by alot of what i see"

precious: clearly, she has you quite fucked up.

no kidding p.

on another note!

I saw my.. well .. im not sure what to call these two.. cause sisters would be......incest.

so we'll just say my favorite twins ever!

afiya and aisha browne. iloveyoubothdearly.

it was a bomb ass few hours and i missed you both dearly.

jessica rose schrody.

In recent,for those of you who don't know, Jessica moved. To New York I believe? But anyway that's not the point.. I've been trying to get in contact with her,all of which attempts failed miserably. Also she's tried,but her's were also futile and unsuccessful. So here I am now. Writing this. She means a lot to me,if you weren't already aware. More family then a friend. We've had some extreme ups and downs but never anything too serious. From photoshoots with my sisters near her "mothers" house,to friendship ending fights over carmax,to helping me with realtionship..issues,to say the least. I love her with all my heart and miss her like the dickens.........wow...did I really just say that? Dickens? Really? ...wow..

Well,that being said, Jess! I f*cking miss you. Heysus Christo! Where the hell have you been..? Contact me please? Get my number from someone? Since I don't wanna leave it here... Oh! and send me a cool ass picture of you..or us...or something,to go in this blog..thank you...&&goodnight..

Coachella- 55 days.
Paid Dues- 36 days.
(update on Paid Dues! New acts added..hit you with that later.)

S.L.- Skin and Bones by Foo Fighters from Skin and Bones.

another day.

Once again,I'm staying home today. Relaxing with my family&&listening to my ipod. There's no reason for me to be here,yet I'm comfortable with not being at school today. Have no intense obligations,so I'm chill. Laying in bed with Anyssa,talking about her bad her breathe could potentially be. I personally think its terrible. Just cause your five doesn't mean you aren't responsible for brushing your teeth.. Jesus Chirsto.

Also,on another note,happy birthday Auntie Shannon,aka Shannon Lee-Feeney Iwuanyanwu. One of the strongest,most beautiful women I've ever met. The mother of two of my bestfriends, and two little brothers,I never asked for.. She's caring and loving and feeds strange boys who live next door to her. I love you very much Auntie Shan Shan! I hope your day is amazing. I'd come bake for you,but..not yet. I don't think you have a blog either..so you probably won't read this. Isha,Fiya,make sure she at leasts,hears about this..

With that said,time for me to sleep. Its 6 something in the am. Going to eat some Cherrios, and hop back in bed. Feel free to contact me if you have my information. K,yeaaa,goodmorning loved ones.


Coachella-57 days
Paid Dues- 38 days
S.L.- Scenario by A Tribe Called Quest from..one of their damn albums.

read me.

Yeah its been a minute. I realize I've been slacking on this blog ish,i guess.. My bad. I've been majorly consumed with a few things,(:

But on another note. I'm here. Hangin like damp clothes. Nothing too special occurring. Aside from the obvious. If we're close or you care enough to wanna know,you know. Second semester just started. I have a matter of weeks until I'm no longer a member of a high school student body. I'll elaborate more on that another time,but for now lets just say I'm anxious to..some degree. ASU,or UCSB..here I come.

Also last night the Lakers(K) lost to the Utah Jazz. I smiled. Brought joy to my heart. Thursday and Sunday aren't relevant. The Cavs and Boston were having bad days.. Come playoff time,we'll see whats good, when Kobe is at the crib.. playin Tiger Woods Golf 07. On XBOX360.. punk ass n*gga.

that will be all though. I'll speak to you guys tomorrow hopefully. Night loved ones.

"The only thing I'll ever ask of you,you've got to promise not to stop when I say when"

thankyou,(:

Coachella- 63 days

Paid Dues- 44 days

Suggested Listening is a serious situatuion. If you didnt already know,I'll inform you,cause everyone deserves to know. You'll know eventually,I guess,but early for now. 19 hours ago, Drake's

SO FAR GONE

came out. Download that,asap! its ridiculous..woww.

another one.

Right,soo..I haven't done one of these in a few days.. My sincerest apologies for that. Kind of just,consumed with..life. A few major changes. Nothing of absurd importance but definety additions that bring me joy.

Not much else to say though. Upset the Cavs lost to,that one team but its alright. Come playoffs,we'll see what's good. No school today,cause there's a new semester tomorrow.. Glad. I need this day off. Which reminds me! I have a sh*t load of homework. K,signing off now. Have a grand day loved ones. Hope you all sleep in!
Peaceeeee..

Curiosity killed the cat,and so would I..amongst other things.

Coachella- 66 days
Paid Dues- 47 days
S.L.(makin up of lack of suggestions.)-
1. Anything from IN RAINB0WS by Radiohead. Should have won best album!
2. I Am.. By Blu&Exile from Below the Heavens.
3. Where I'm From by Jay-Z from Life and Times..Vol. 1
4. Lazy Days by Shwayze from Shwayze

inflation!

so i took a break today at work.. strolled over to my local 7-11,in the rain,which I love, and reached down for a SNICKERS. I walked to the register, chocolate in hand, pondering how I was going to devour it. I handed it over to the foriegn man behind the counter, heard the typical cash register beep, and reached in my pocket for my money, THEN! when i go to hand it to him he says..."$1.00"

huh?!

when the hell did the price of SNICKERS rise?? Is inflation honestly affecting candy bars now. Like, w.t.f. is going on? Its not like i couldnt afford it.. I was gonna pay with a 20. But thats not the point! I blame it on Bush. Obama better fix this shit. I know he probably has the munches anyway.. =x

anyway..

excited for tonite. 5:00 everyone. Laker(K) all day,if you weren't already informed. Not even a Celtic fan really.. Just a Laker hater.

Coachella- 70 days

Paid Dues- 51 days

S.L.- Touch It by Reed Dollaz from..youtube? idk..shit.

post script: having thoughts of a vixen.. i'd never intentionally hurt who i love,and i know they would understand.

hmm..

"..i notice that you're one of a kind,and that makes you,kind of the one.."


Coachella- 71 days
Paid Dues- 52 days
S.L.- 50 Ways to Make a Record by KiD CuDi from A Kid Named Cudi.

so,I exhale and think..

soon enough I won't care about the past,and I'll just do what makes me happy..

"&I hate to see ya'll frown,but I'd rather see her smilin'.."


Coachella- 72 days
Paid Dues- 53 days
S.L.- Kids by MGMT from Time to Pretend.

cool a**,sunday.

So, not much to say.. other then i told you so. No need to really talk about it,just know i was correct. My love for football lives another day. Other then the glorious victory though, my day was grand. Spent it at Matt's house. Watched the game then played charades? i love white people,haa. Then a group of us went to BJ's and had dinner. A table full of pizookies. Came home and watched the Foo Fighters on dvd. First, Live at Wembley Stadium, then Skin and Bones. Both highly recommended if you havent seen them already. Dave Grohl is genius. Now the evening is winding down,at like 1:30. I'll be speaking with you all at some point tomorrow. sleep well,loved ones. I know i will.
Night.

"its times like these,we learn to live again.."

Coachella- 73 days
Paid Dues- 54 days
S.L.-Fake Plastic Trees by Radiohead from The Bends

the not so super,bowl.

Here's my PreBlog,for the Cardinals vs. the Steelers.. This years super bowl,in the most censored way possible,leaves much to be desired. Honestly the Arizona Cardinals are a disgrace to football.. They're the Chicago Cubs,of the MLB, or the Los Angeles Clippers of the NBA,or the Arizona Cardinals of the f*ckin NFL! Honestly if they win I'll never watch football again. They haven't won a championship of any sort,in 62 years. Not an honorable mention,or a player of the week..coach of the year. None of that shit! and I know I sound like a hater,and part of me wants to see the underdog win. I mean,their teams got talent. Fitzgerald is nice..but..........fuck all that. I can't watch something I love,be demeaned,that way. I don't even really celebrate the Steelers like that but,I do today. So,for the record:
I have the Steelers 24 Cardinals 17

With that said..happy superbowl sunday everyone. Gotta go grab some breakfast and help Matt set up for his party. Stayy up! We'll talk,post Steelers victory.. (:

Coachella- 74 days
Paid Dues- 55 days
S.L.- My Hero by The Foo Fighters from The Colour and the Shape


If you were unaware of my live for sports you know now. Shouts out to Rafael Nadal! He handled his business last night/this morning. Sent home Roger Federer home in 5 sets. Congrats!
beautiful match. tennis for those of you who don't know.