Well,you know the rest..or..at least you should,(Still Fly-Drake)
Anyway!
I've been told I have the inability to gage my moods with how I speak to people. For that I apologize..no one should take their emotions out on others. But I don't understand what people want from you,sometimes. There's part of me that feels like me pretending to be happy,and putting up a facade as though I'm feeling nothing but joyous would be phoney on many levels. So when I'm upset,I'm upset. When I'm happy,I'm happy. Does that make me someone with mood swings,or do I just wear my emotions on my sleeve? I'm not sure but either way I can't phantom walking around on a regular basis with a smile on,when, that's not what I feel. Of course there are people whom,no matter what emotion you feel,they bring out the best in you,and you sway how you feel in order to not take anything out on them. But even then,you can't fully let go of emotions. Or, I can't. And that's not to say I'm a consistently irritable person. I'm typically a very happy. But when I'm not that way,don't expect,or be upset,when happy-happy-joy,joy Desmond,isn't available. Just deal with it. The same way I have to deal with whatever it may be what I'm struggling with. Its human fucking nature. Handle it accordingly kids.. Otherwise feel free to remove yourself. Some of you,I could care less. I need you the way Barak Obama needs another congratulations. The fuck outta here..
I honestly shouldn't complain,cause there's others that are apart of my existence,struggling more so,then me. So sorry if I sound slightly self centered or pompous.. Just getting some thoughts off my cranium.
But! On another note,I'm sleepy. Had an pretty chill day,aside from a few set backs. Slept in until 12:30. Watched Doug,season 1,on dvd,and baked cookies. Went to work,then came home. Now I'm handling a thing or two,making a phone call,(: and knocking outt. Wish everyone the best,with their evenings. SuperBowls tomorrow! Go Steelers. You'll see a blog about that,prior to,and shortly after the game. Sleep well,loved ones.
Night.
Coachella- 75 days
Paid Dues- 56 days
S.L.-
D'evils by Jay-Z from Reasonable Doubt
as well as!
Where I Wanna Be by Donnell Jones from ...Where I Wanna Be
